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introduction
biography  ♥ God's child, FLO! Diagnosed with hyperactive disease :D Cause I'm only gonna break your heart Lucky, I'm in love with my best friend. I love stalkers: Email/ Facebook/ Twitter/ Tumblr chatterbox
your voice was all i heard
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Pierced.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010 @ 8:43 PM Mood: Mad pissed and disappointed. Music: - I tried my best to love you and treat you nice. And what you do is throw tantrums at me and be such a bitch. Hey sister. What the hell is wrong with you? You make me cry, your mum cry and your dad so bloody worried. You think it's all so easy for us to handle uh? You think trying my best to be a role model to you is so easy? I know you are deprived of love when you were growing up. But when we try to make it up to you, you become a bitch to all of us. I really hate you so much yet I love you. Why do you, of all people, have to hurt me so badly? Since you are so jealous of me, take a knife and stab me la. I rather see you happy than see your black face every single day when I try to love you. My parents aren't helping her as well. Why God. Why are you doing this to me now? Estee, leave.
Monday, November 15, 2010 @ 3:48 PM Mood: - Music: - Maybe I shouldn't care anymore. I'll let you be alone. Going back to those days. This feels like deja vu. He said he'll be back. Let him take his time. Bloody bitch, just get this in your head will you. Hey, cheer up!
@ 2:05 PM Mood: Mixed :/ Music: Iyaz - So Big As much as I was worried, I am now happy for you. You deserved the promotion. (: You should be smiling but I've been told you aren't that happy. I may not be deserving enough to know what's wrong, but I hope you can resolve it. P.S: You are not the biggest jerk in the universe. I assure you. High demand, high production.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010 @ 10:12 AM Mood: - Music: Set me free
I step back and work the magic. I don't need spotlights like the ones I had in Ccks. But I do realized once you leave a footprint behind, its rather hard to remove that imprint. It's because I believe that's why I'm back. Or else, forget it.
We both.
Monday, November 8, 2010 @ 10:52 PM Mood: Glad? (: Music: - You must be thinking. 8 months, just short of 1 week to 9. We ended it. I look happy and sound happy. Am I faking it? Truth is, I'm really happy. Cause I want him to have the best right now, even it's without me. I'm not faking this happiness. I don't wish to lie in God's eyes. In fact, I haven't lost him completely. We have a reason for ending it. Just respect our decisions and support us. We really appreciate all the concern and care every single one of you are showering on us (: If God's plan is for us to be together, we will get back together. Let us do what makes us happy (: If I happen to breakdown and cry, just ignore me. It's me reflecting on myself for what I've been doing. I do have my moments alright? I'm your strong girl. The one who smiles almost every time. @ 10:02 PM Mood: - Music: -  So I walked down the street. Everything so unclear. My future in my hands. I hand it all to You. May that shining light guide me.
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