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introduction
biography  ♥ God's child, FLO! Diagnosed with hyperactive disease :D Cause I'm only gonna break your heart Lucky, I'm in love with my best friend. I love stalkers: Email/ Facebook/ Twitter/ Tumblr chatterbox
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Thursday, September 30, 2010 @ 12:38 AM Mood: So loved, that it makes me wanna tear. Music: Love - David Choi I'm the most screwed up girlfriend with deadly(not) mood swings who has a freaking awesome boyfriend who love me despite all the crap I'm giving him. I'm such a bitch. He's such a sweetheart. He deserves better treatment than this from me. Muddlehead, wake up and stop being a bitch (Y) When you said forever, I said till the end. Cause forever doesn't exist. But the end does. I love you my honeybee (: Click click (:
Tuesday, September 28, 2010 @ 12:27 PM Mood: ?! Music: - Gosh, another movie completed. Hahah, such a boring life I have. (: You said.
Friday, September 24, 2010 @ 4:57 PM Mood: Swinging. Music: - What I want? Solidarity. ---- Is it me or what. I'm having mood swings :/ 3-2
Sunday, September 19, 2010 @ 11:34 PM Mood: FREAKING HAPPY Music: (: MANU FTW. I guess it was a good game. (: Maturity.
Saturday, September 18, 2010 @ 5:50 AM Mood: Somewhat, horrible? Yet, happy. Music: - I've grown. You've grown. Change is not the right word to use. We've just, matured. I've grown to adapt to it. Loving you so much each day (: And so, he loves me (:
@ 1:48 AM Mood: Really happy (: Music: Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars Oh her eyes, her eyes Make the stars look like they’re not shining Her hair, her hair Falls perfectly without her trying She’s so beautiful And I tell her every day Yeah I know, I know When I compliment her She wont believe me And its so, its so Sad to think she don’t see what I see But every time she asks me do I look okay I say When I see your face There’s not a thing that I would change Cause you’re amazing Just the way you are And when you smile, The whole world stops and stares for awhile Cause girl you’re amazing Just the way you are Her nails, her nails I could kiss them all day if she’d let me Her laugh, her laugh She hates but I think its so sexy She’s so beautiful And I tell her every day Oh you know, you know, you know I'd never ask you to change If perfect is what you’re searching for Then just stay the same So don’t even bother asking If you look okay You know I say When I see your face There’s not a thing that I would change Cause you’re amazing Just the way you are And when you smile, The whole world stops and stares for awhile Cause girl you’re amazing Just the way you are The way you are The way you are Girl you’re amazing Just the way you are When I see your face ----There’s not a thing that I would change Cause you’re amazing Just the way you are And when you smile, The whole world stops and stares for awhile Cause girl you’re amazing Just the way you are You're just so cute. That's really random of you baby. The best thing I've heard today. By the way this song(except for the hair part), fits me pretty well I realized. According to him. HAHAHA. And he's gonna start telling me to shut up and accept that facts. I love denying though :P Mad angry.
Thursday, September 16, 2010 @ 1:28 AM Mood: Grouchy :@ Music: - They owe an apology. Your communications got problem, and it deprived us from a chance. What the shit? Wait till your enrollment for some important stuff gets screwed up. Karma will get back at you suckers. Stuck up bitches, get a life. Maybe I'm just jealous. But looking at the things at a different perspective... I'm glad I'm not involved. I can't stand some things. Irks me to have to force myself to do some things. Samuel ! :D
Wednesday, September 15, 2010 @ 12:18 PM Mood: Gleeful :D Music: Down - Jay Sean ft Lil' Wayne I'm going to study my bible tonight. I have to. I have to stop procrastinating and read God's word more! Last night was awesome. & I need to hold my tongue seriously. Cursing and praising with that same tongue, I feel guilty. ): Seven, my favourite ! ♥
Tuesday, September 14, 2010 @ 8:42 PM Mood: Lively ! Music: No Air - Jordin Sparks ft Chris Brown Yay its the time of the month. No, not period -.- It's the monthly anniversary. Sadly, just like the other months, we won't be spending the day together ): How sad. My hair is...
@ 12:40 AM Mood: Annoyed ! Music: B2ST - Shock
I realized my hair is gonna reach my butt by end of year or by 2011 Valentines' Day. :D Kept it growing since June 2009. This is crazy okay. But now my hair is way much better than last time! ---- Anyway, Alan and I were talking crap. Yet another conversation that I'm not going to forget. Alan: My hair so thick ): Estee: Then what about my hair?! D: Alan: You call that hair? Estee: *fuming mad* :@ (points at ice lemon tea that Alan just bought at Mac and threatens Alan with it) Alan: Are you trying to threaten me? Cause if you are, try harder. Estee: )': Bully! What to do when the both of us are together? Loads of rubbish comes out from either of us. Teehees :D
Monday, September 13, 2010 @ 5:14 PM Mood: Happy (: Music: If We Ever Meet Again - Timbaland ft. Katy Perry Hilarious shit. Alan: Do you have liquid paper, correction tape? Me: Nope. Alan: All you have is a backspace right? Me: YES :D Why do I need correction tape for?! HAHAHAH (Y) EPIC WIN PLEASE. KOI. KOI. KOI.
@ 1:41 PM Mood: Skeptical :/ Music: One Shot - JLS I am craving for Koi. Someone help me. As much as I want food, I can't seem to eat. Gosh, this sucks ): Exam period.
Sunday, September 12, 2010 @ 6:04 PM Mood: Energetic :D Music: The Acoustic Song - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus So I'm in Teck Whye Mac. Starring at the stressed up O levels student. And a J1 student, who has promotional exams in... 14 days? What am I doing? Listening to music, facebook-ing and blogging. I finished my work already D: And my MacBook is about to die on me soon ): Baby's studying so hard that it makes me laugh. He's just so cute please. And he asked me an EMaths question. Demoralizing on my part cause I couldn't answer )': I feel like an idiot. I am on the verge of writing an essay already. Help me. All those busybody.
Saturday, September 11, 2010 @ 10:13 PM Mood: What else? Music: - I'm clearly a seventeen year old, being treated like a 7 year old cause of the things people tell my parents. "Eh you know, your daughter comes home very late eh. Not good you know." - Eh, hello. You in 21st century or what? You got kids at my age? Are they in poly? Are they in Mass Comm? If any of your answers is no, then you have no rights to tell my parents what to do with me. You think you are such an awesome parent? Turn around and look at your kids. You don't even know what the heck are they doing in school please. And my parents don't even trust me cause of such people in society. I can't do a thousand and one things without going against their wishes. It's not like I can't tell what's wrong and what's right, what I want and what I don't want right? If anyone is in the same boat as me, just let me know. "Wah your daughter wear like this to school ah?" - Eh, I wear shorts and slippers and all, what's your problem? To revealing uh? You scared your son fall for me uh? It's just a freaking pair of shorts and slippers what. Not say I wear this like every day right? Sometimes, I do wear nice stuffs right? Come on la, get a life please. Kay-poh so much for what? And it's not like I'm exposing myself all over the place right? My dad doesn't even mind, why you care so much? Seriously, my tolerance level is getting tested way too much already. One more shit from you, you will get hell from me. Food, friends. Life.
@ 7:25 PM Mood: As usual, pissed. Music: The Club Can't Handle Me - Flo Rida ft David Guetta I haven't really paid attention to myself. But I haven't eaten a proper meal since... Thursday. I'm dead serious about not eating. I'm not trying to be anorexic. I just don't feel like eating and my mum refuses to give me food -.- I feel like working right now. Dad, you are not helping. Not at all. GET HER TO PASS ME THE DAMN PHONE. OR ELSE I'LL CALL YOU. Why the hell don't you want to give me my allowance before you left? I would have been better off. It's not like I'm clubbing, smoking around. I'm just hanging out with my friends. Walking around, window shopping. Getting back together to catch up on time. I don't need a deprived life cause of your actions. I still don't see how you say you understand me and you love me. Life. Argh.
@ 7:18 PM Mood: Horrendous. Music: (: Blogshop hopping makes me feel better. I just need a freaking card now. My mum doesn't want me to get it. FML. Life's a bitch
@ 3:18 PM Mood: Crappy. Music: - You're so freaking biased la. Your freaking son uses like a dozen cups and plates. I'm not even at home half the time and what makes you think I use 10 plates and cups? My sister is a freaking bitch too. What did I do to deserve such crappy behaviour and people in my life? Ego.
Friday, September 10, 2010 @ 1:21 AM Mood: Pissed off, as usual. Music: - Sometimes I really wonder, why do I have such a screwed up mindset of my own. Why do I have such an ego. I'm always the one with the problem. Always. Me and my freaking ego. Piece of me.
@ 1:19 AM Mood: Really really pissed Music: - I don't get it. You know you'll PMS. Yet, you don't know how to take care of yourself. All you do is thrown things and vent your anger at us. You think studying is like a piece of cake? You always say, back then, you were so motivated, good girl and blah blah blah. You said BACK THEN. It's history damn it. It's freaking different here in such a competitive society. You think I've got the energy for your rubbish and nags each and every time you PMS? I thank God so much for not putting those sucky mood swings you have into my blood. And why be angry at me when it's my sister who made you angry? You gave birth to her. You gave her a life. You are suppose to guide her as a parent. Why blame me for the 6 years gap and differences? I can't help but to move on and be of different generation than her. How can I compare myself to her and vice versa when we're so different and so far apart Where the hell is my dad during such times. I cannot stay in such a house where it's so noisy and irritating. Only a complete family works for us. Fly.
Thursday, September 9, 2010 @ 12:08 AM Mood: Awesome :D Music: I believe I can fly - R Kelly Just like birds, I believe I can fly. I don't need wings. I need to believe in myself. $#%@@%!$
Monday, September 6, 2010 @ 8:57 PM Mood: Screwed ): Music: - I should freaking lock myself up in a cupboard and cry. WHY DIDN'T ANYONE WARN ME?! Mad.
@ 3:04 AM Mood: Crazy + tired :/ Music: Paparazzi - Lady Gaga Now Alan is going to think his girlfriend is bonkers. I've got the best friend I can ever have in my life. Thanks Val. Okay, maybe I'm really going crazy, head over heels over Alan. Hmm. Estella. GET A LIFE LA. Hahahahah. Truth.
@ 2:01 AM Mood: Happy ! :D Music: My Life Would Suck Without You - Kelly Clarkson Baby I was stupid for telling you goodbye. Maybe I was wrong for trying' to pick up a fight. I know that I've got issues. But you're pretty messed up too. Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you. Cause we belong together now. Forever united here somehow. You got a piece of me. And honestly, My life would suck without you. Baby. I'm sorry for not spending time with you. I'm sorry for not being sensitive. I'm sorry I've let you down as a girlfriend. My life would really suck if I'm to be without you. I love you so much baby (: 14022010 ♥ Heart, heart, heartbreak.
Saturday, September 4, 2010 @ 5:23 AM Mood: Grouchy D: Music: Don't Trust Me - 3OH3! Take me to the days, when everything was okay. When I could take the train for hours and sleep peacefully in it. When my smiles were genuine and my laughter was real. When friends, were really friends. Heartless
Friday, September 3, 2010 @ 11:36 PM Mood: Horrible. Music: Unfaithful - Rihanna I'm gonna study Social Psychology next semester and I know I'm going to be liking it a lot. Mass Communication has changed my perception of things too much though :/ I'm just trying to redirect my thoughts and feelings. I'm failing badly. I feel like an idiot. Motivation
Thursday, September 2, 2010 @ 10:06 PM Mood: Sleepy :/ Music: Told You So - Jesse McCartney I am who I am today for what I did yesterday. I dare to dream, do you? Different is ... different, it's not a mistake. No one is stupid by nature. It is by choice. No one has the rights to judge you. Cause you are unique in your own ways. I chose to be happy, happy I am today. My calling?
Wednesday, September 1, 2010 @ 1:15 AM Mood: Thrilled! Music: Nothing is Impossible - Planetshakers Serve. Serve the community. Inspire. Inspire the ones around me. Encourage. Encourage the hearts around me. God told me I'm meant to do this. And I know I can do it well too. I'll do it, cause I know God has a plan for me! (: Nothing satisfies me but to see a dozen more smiles at the end of each event. It shows how much I've impacted your lives. God, I thank you for the opportunities and for laying the foundation for me. With every stone and brick that I use from now, I hope to build something strong and stable. To show the people around me, that my God gave me the ability to do this. He is great! Ever?
@ 12:56 AM Mood: Tired :O Music: If We Ever Meet Again - Timbaland ft Katy Perry Just so adorable. I melt at the sight of it. And I'll continue to love you, More and more everyday. Motivation, God & you (: I'll do anything to keep that smile on your face. I won't regret saying this. Best boyfriend ever (: I love you. |
