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♥ God's child, FLO!
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Cause I'm only gonna break your heart Lucky, I'm in love with my best friend.

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Music: Here I am - Planetshakers

I've got to clear this.
First of all.
I did not accept Christ because of Alan.
In fact, it's just after I accepted Christ that I found Alan was in the same church as me.
It was pure coincidence, perhaps God's work.
We won't know.

Second of all.
I chose Christ cause I realized no one took the step of faith to show me how mighty this Lord is.
James and Priscella did. My Lord is so mighty and He loves me so dearly and He never calls me names.
He encourages me when I'm on the verge of giving up, talks to me, listens to me like a friend.
He was there when all of you turned away from me.

Third of all.
Why Estella. Cause I want it to be part of my name.
I may dislike my original name but I never said I was removing my original name.
And at this point, I'm okay with Hema as well.
So you can call me Estella or Hema or whatsoever okay.

Fourth of all.
I'm sorry if I stopped contacting you or whatsoever.
Toxic friends, I rather not have.
And I am really going to focus on God, studies and my relationship with parents and Alan.
Sometimes too much is not good and I'm not benefitting from all this.
Cause every single time I talk about God, you persecute me.
You say hurtful things about my boyfriend and all.
It is pure jealousy, I know.

I love my God and this is who I am.
Face it.
Love me for who I am or hate me.
It's really that simple.
I tried sharing gospel with you but you are so stubborn and hurtful.
So forget it.
I will not let others be deprived of the salvation they deserve.
If I lose friends, its not really so bad cause God will be pleased that I am trying to change myself for the better and at the same time glorifying Him with my actions.